can't sleep!

July 16th, 2010

Couldn't think of a more interesting title...

I've been absent from the blogging world for awhile whilst I've been a nomad. My apologies.

After some organizing and researching, I'm ready to present the website that Keith and I will use when we take photos for "clients," if you will. http://breezyandkeith.smugmug.com/

Check it out. Order some.

update

It has been brought to my attention that I failed to update the world of my status. So here it is:

I'm back in MO!

At my brother and new sister-in-law's house in Lees Summit watching Up In the Air. Going to Columbia tomorrow for a week and half or so. Then coming back for a while. The rest of my summer I'll be back and forth between KC and CoMO. Even though I HAD to come back to MO, I am really happy to be here. As I've been driving around, I'm so comforted to be around familiar places.

More things to come, I'm still getting settled.

Also, done with the wedding photos and working on getting them on Keith's and I's new website where people can order prints! Though, I'm sure most of your reading this won't want photos of my brother's wedding...

Is Colorado trying to tell me something?

Today I flew back to Denver...I never thought I would actually be sad to leave Missouri. Subconsciously I left my wallet at home and thus made me miss my flight. But I got on the next one a few hours later. I flew into MO a week ago for Will's wedding last Saturday! sneak peek:



To address the title of this post, it seems like nothing is going according to plan in Colorado... they aren't even going according to plan B or C! I do like the city and I want to give it a shot. But if I don't have a job or a house, then the only option is for me to pack my car and come on back to Missouri. Which wouldn't be the worst thing in the world I'm realizing. Especially after this week spent here. Family and friends are here. Life is here. I came to Denver for a reason though and I don't want to give up. But I feel like I'm really not. I've been trying to make this work for...since I've been here?

Friday will be the day that determines whether I stay. Oh, that's tomorrow. If I don't have a job after tomorrow, then I'm driving that 10 hour drive back to KC.

I've decided I'm going to really really try to make this job work out. I'm going to give it my best. If it doesn't happen, then I will have peace knowing I tried. Really hard.